Graduation

My baby graduated from Pre-K this week. I can't believe he's nearly five-years-old. Time has flown by since I became a mom. It seems like only yesterday I was sitting in a hospital holding my sweet newborn Jacob. I am incredibly proud of Jacob. He has grown into the smartest, sweetest, most loving little boy. When he was two, we were so worried about his delay in speech. Little did we know that he would be driving us nuts, three years later, talking our ears off. He has come so far.

School was an easy adjustment for Jacob. After only a few days of crying when Mommy left him at 2-year-old preschool, he grew to love school, and would sometimes even cry when I picked him up, because he didn't want to leave! Jacob has been blessed with the most amazing teachers- more so this year than any other. Leslie and Andrea have taught Jacob so much this year in Pre-K, and more importantly genuinely loved and cared for him each day in school. They have always praised Jacob for his success, and had such compassion towards him. I will forever be grateful to God for blessing Jacob with these two teachers, as I know they were hand-picked by Him.

Graduation Tuesday night was so sweet. He and his class performed several songs, but the tear-jerker for me, was when they played 'Because You Loved Me' and Jacob walked a rose down to me, and gave me a kiss. I lost it and balled like a baby. It's so hard to see him growing up so fast, but at the same time, I have such pride watching him grow into this little man, whom I know will always make me proud. He was so proud of himself, you could tell, receiving his little diploma. He has made so many friends, and I was thrilled to find out many of them will be going to the same school with him next year.

Tuesday night we presented Jacob with a very special gift as well-- his very first Bible. It was so special to see him open it, and immediately say, "A Bible!!!!" as soon as he opened it. He knew right away, and was so excited about it. Jacob had already been asking for one of his own, so of course we weren't going to deny such a request. We also gave him a signature dog for all of his family and teachers to write a message on graduation night. It's nearly full now with writing, and he adores it, now sleeping with it at night.

Thank you, God, for Jacob's accomplishments. Thank you for a wonderful school, and dedicated teachers to guide Jacob in his first years in school. I pray for an upcoming wonderful year in Kindergarten, and I ask for a christian teacher to guide my baby once again.

Being a Mom

Today is about honoring mothers. Well, I guess the first place to start is with my own Mom. Where do I begin? She's only the most amazing mother ever, and I feel completely blessed to have her hand-picked by God to be mine. She and I have become closer and closer as the years have gone by, especially since I became a mom. We've always gotten along, but I think we've become such close friends over the years. She's the one I want to call with news, or to tell about my feelings or problems. She's always there to listen and ALWAYS to pray for me, even before I ask. She's an incredible Nanny to my boys, and they adore her so much. They get so excited when her name is even mentioned. My husband loves her dearly, and calls her often just to 'check in'. I love that they have that relationship. Mom, you mean the world to me, and I never want to take for granted what a gift you are to me!!!

Nearly 10 years ago, I was introduced into a family, where I would always be welcome with open arms, and feel right at home immediately. MaryLou Messer is the absolute best mother-n-law a girl could have. There's always that joke about the 'in-laws' and I guess your not suppose to get along with them. But, mine never made that possible. And, I've loved them from the moment Ronnie introduced me. MaryLou treats me like I'm her own daughter, and makes me truly feel like a Messer. Thank you for adding so much joy to my life, MaryLou. I love you dearly. And my boys adore you as well, and brighten up at even the mention of your name. You're so good to both of them, and they are so blessed to have you as their Nanny!

Most importantly in my own heart today is my own motherhood. Wow-- what a blessing! I truly am speechless when it comes to describing what it feels like to be a mom. Jacob and Ethan give me so much joy, and teach me so much. I laugh daily and cry lots of happy tears just watching them grow up. I am incredibly proud of my boys, and I thank God daily for their lives, their health, and their happiness. And, now, for the third time, experiencing the growth of yet another blessing inside of me- I am in awe of God's miracles. What did I do to deserve THREE little miracles? All I can say is 'Thank You, God for this privilege!!! Thank you for trusting me with three of your children in this short time on earth. Give me guidance in bringing up three boys to become christian men who love you as much as I do. Thank you for the blessing of staying home with them so not to miss out on so many little milestones. Thank you for a husband who is proud of me and stands by me. Thank you for our family!!!'

Happy Mother's Day to all of my wonderful mom friends and family!!!! I love you all!!!

It's a........

BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No surprise here! :) I just knew it was a boy. God truly answered my prayers though. There was absolutely no disappointment in my heart when I heard the news. How could I be disappointed looking at the beautiful little creature God placed in mine and Ronnie's care? He looks wonderful, and I really am thrilled about a 3rd boy. The more I think about it, the more excited I get. Three boys....three little guys to spoil their Mommy for the rest of their lives!!! :) lol. Boys love their Mommas, right?!! And, a little baseball team for Daddy! :)

The ultrasound looked great, everything measuring correctly, everything looking healthy. The doctor talked in depth about the antibody in my blood, just giving more detail. He said that they'll need to watch for anemia and low blood in the baby. They can do that through ultrasound, and would only take the next step to amnio. if my levels were to rise, and the baby show a true threat. I will go back for another ultrasound in 4 weeks. He did say that this positive antibody that I have hardly ever affects the baby. 90% chance it never will! Good news! Like I've said before, I truly believe in my heart that this will never become an issue, and the baby will remain safe and healthy until full-term.

I am feeling him move more and more daily. It's so cool! Ronnie thinks he may have felt him with his hand on my belly a few days ago. I love it when he can feel it too, so that he becomes closer to the baby physically. Ethan is so funny talking to my belly-- he lifts my shirt and says, 'hi, baby! bye-bye, baby!' So funny! Jacob wants to know now what we'll name him. He said, 'how about two Ethans, Mommy?!' haha! Don't think so, buddy!

Guess that's about it for now. So nice to finally know, so that we can name him, and get things ready. I told Ronnie we have to change up the nursery a little-- it's been the same for nearly 5 years now!!! Needs a makeover! :)